Missing Grandma, 6 years later

Well it's a sad day for me. I lost my beloved Grandma 6 years ago today. She was like a mother to me. Those who read my blog know I have spoke of her before with a dedication. I just want to repeat some of my words to her on this day. I will include the link for the post I put for her because it meant so much to me to write about. She was everything to me and with time it seems to only get more painful without her. With everything in my life that happens I want to speak with her and I miss our talks and her hugs. She helped raise me with my Mom and we were so close. Soon after her passing I couldn't stop crying and felt so lost without her. I prayed that I could feel some sort of peace and the next day I found out I was pregnant with my twin boys. I think they were a gift from her to allow me to go on with my life and to lessen the loss of her a bit. But now that my boys are 5 years old and don't consume me as much as they did as babies I find myself being lost without her a lot of the time. I really miss her so much. I would do anything to see her again. I know in my heart I will someday. I love you Grandma. Te Iu Besc always..

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